12.20.2001

i've been having some really vivid dreams lately, but they're not even weird enough to write down so much. i've been dreaming things like i'm talking to my friend susan on aim. right. yeah. exciting stuff!

last night i had another dream about susan. we were staying in a hotel with our moms. we were right down the hall from each other. i think there might have been some sort of convention or something going on. susan had gone shopping and called me from the mall she was at. she asked me a question and i said, "i dunno." then she said we obviously didn't like each other anymore, and we shouldn't be friends. i said that may be how she felt, but i certainly didn't feel that way at all. then i hung up. she came to my room later where i was playing video games. we yelled at each other. and then we weren't friends. that really made me sad.

i think i had that dream because of the events that happened last night. so stressful. she sure does put up with a lot of shit from me. =(