my parents had me committed to a mental hospital. nathan was in there, too. it was horrible. nathan hatched a plan for us to get out, but he didn't have anywhere for me to stay. someone i knew in the dream but don't know for real was there and wanted to help me. we had contacted her using a cellphone, but i don't know whose it was. i don't really remember a whole lot after that.

a bunch of us were at a party at some huge house on an island beach. vince neil from motley crue was also there with a date that was a complete bitch. i was talking with vince neil on the couch and there was another girl next to us that was in the conversation. his date came back and started berating that girl for no reason, and i verbally bitch-slapped her. vince neil laughed, and she left. then he asked me out on a date, and i said yes. (what?!!?!?!)

ryan got mad at me for accepting a date with vince neil. then he went and told ben, and ben laughed and was smoking a silver cigarette.

i went on the date with vince neil, and he was very nice. then there was a big group of us going somewhere in eric's car, and eric almost crashed it into one of those car-trailers (the trailers that carry the cars to the dealership) that was empty.

yeah.

vince neil. really?

we were at the grocery store when my brother and amy called the police on me. my brother was crying and holding me so i couldn't get away. he said he loved me, but amy was so sure i'd done it. he said after this, he couldn't ever show me his face again.

i went to jail. i was so scared. there was someone there that decided to teach me how to take care of myself there.

there were two people i think that worked behind the bar that were my friends i think or people that knew me. they were talking about it, but i can't remember if they thought i was guilty or innocent. or knew it, maybe. they might have been talking about how to get me out.

i wanted to talk to my brother so much. and amy, too. i don't know if i was guilty of what they sent me there for or not. it was ripping the family apart, though. amy had one of my necklaces and was holding it almost like a rosary and praying. that's all i remember.

alice wanted to have a baby. sometimes she was played by allison janney. there were two or maybe three other girls with us at the time. i'm not sure which girls, but i think katie was one of them. we were walking down the sidewalk at a strip mall. the problem was that alice was dying. she had some sort of liver cancer that was very aggressive. we were going to this weird place. it was very open and empty looking inside with some kind of exercize mats or something. there was one lady in there. it was where you went to get ready to make a baby. to talk about getting pregnant and stuff. it was past the grocery store and the cloth store. we went inside, and alice/allison janney got an iv with some darkish yellow stuff put into the saline solution. i think it was some kind of chemo, but it didn't look like methotrexate. it was much darker. then the lady that worked there had alice/allison janney do some exercises. she wanted to be able to stay alive long enough to have a baby. for some reason, that was 512 weeks. at least, i think that's what she said. she wanted to stay alive for that long. i asked her if she was hurting right now. she said only sometimes. the lady said something about how the medicine would help because it was like she had a giant cut on her liver inside. she kept talking about cutting her hair or bangs maybe very short and something about beads in her hair.