a couple of nights ago-
i was in the womb. the IUD my mother had was in there with me. so was my twin. we weren't really male or female yet. i couldn't see, but it didn't bother me because i didn't know about sight. my twin and i would talk, but i don't know what language it was. it wasn't spoken. it wasn't telepathy, either. i loved my twin very much.
the IUD bumped my twin and injured it. it was going to die, and we were both very sad about it. i told my twin that i would absorb it if it wanted me to so that it could live a little bit through me. it said okay, and i did. it took a very long time, but it didn't hurt either of us. we kept talking almost all the way through it, and then toward the end, my twin wasn't talking to me anymore. i still felt it, though.
6.21.2002
6.10.2002
i was sitting in the media room on the couch underneath the window. i stood up on the couch, and looked through the window to the little ledge beneath it on the outside. there was a sort of hollowed out part of it, and a bunch of baby snakes of varying size/coloring were curled up asleep in it. one of the larger ones with a head no bigger than my big toe came out, i opened the window, and i was going to catch it i think, but instead i ended up crushing its poor little skull and killing it. my cat smokey grabbed it and carried it around the house like some sort of trophy.
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