6.21.2002

a couple of nights ago-

i was in the womb. the IUD my mother had was in there with me. so was my twin. we weren't really male or female yet. i couldn't see, but it didn't bother me because i didn't know about sight. my twin and i would talk, but i don't know what language it was. it wasn't spoken. it wasn't telepathy, either. i loved my twin very much.
the IUD bumped my twin and injured it. it was going to die, and we were both very sad about it. i told my twin that i would absorb it if it wanted me to so that it could live a little bit through me. it said okay, and i did. it took a very long time, but it didn't hurt either of us. we kept talking almost all the way through it, and then toward the end, my twin wasn't talking to me anymore. i still felt it, though.