11.27.2003

i had a series of nightmares that were really all the same nightmare. it just kept resetting.

i was in some sort of complex where there were all these different rooms. the first time, it was some sort of haunted house amusemen park except when i went into it, i got tortured. i was each victim, although they were also different people. i think sometimes, i may also have been the perpetrator of the violence. i (we) was tortured in different ways in each room and couldn't escape. then this fog came. i could see it out the windows that wouldn't break in one of the rooms. then the dream reset.

i was in some sort of spaceship going to another planet in order to fight demons or something. whatever it was that was causing this to happen. we were sliding down ropes from the ships in the air to the ground. we got stuck on the ground. some people got knocked off of the ropes. the complex was back and the torture. and then it reset.

i was in a medical building with all of the doctors' offices in it. i went into one office and saw one of the same violent people from the other complexes and knew i had to get out, but i couldn't. lots of stuff happened. more emotion and pain than anything. then it reset.

there were labs like at school. anatomy things. we realized that all of the parts we were studying were from the students that were there before us. then we were taken apart, too.

i remember in one of them, i was burned up. in one, the skin was flayed off of me. in one, i was impaled on things. etc. i was one of the "attractions" at the horror thing after i was burned up, and people thought it was just makeup until it happened to them (which was also me).

it was weird and horrible. i kept trying to figure out the right answer. like the dream was a riddle or a pick-your-own-adventure books. if i could just solve it right, it would happen again. i could never solve it, though.

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