7.27.2003

i was in some sort of desert type area (my head told me it was the desert in my dream), but it had all of these high mountains and stuff. i was in some place that was not my home. i was a visitor there. i was in a room by myself. it was night time. i was trying to sleep and listening to the wind howl outside. there were mild rumbles of thunder. i was smiling to myself and laughing inwardly while thinking, "they think this storm is so awful. i've been through worse. this is nothing." i knew someone wanted to do bad things to me, but i don't know who. i was supposed to be safe there.

i felt or thought that someone entered or looked in on me a few times. i also called susan a few times, but it was the middle of the night, and she got irritated with me. inside the dream, i couldn't figure out why i was calling her. i consciously did it the first two times (two straight in a row because nobody picked up the first time), but unconsciously did it the third time. i moved my cell phone further away from me on the night stand, so i would have to really get up to get to it in order to prevent myself calling her again.

i heard someone come again. the "storm" was still going on. he walked up to my bedside. he said, "you are being watched here." he left all of the lights off, but i could see him through some vague light from outside. he told me i might want to set up a changing screen and stuff because there are at least two that are spying on me. he said they were supposed to be friendly and didn't even realize that they were working for the bad guy(s).

then i was jarred awake by the alarm. i had a vague feeling upon waking that had something to do with a boy (i think the person that was supposed to protect me) and wondering if he was in on it or something like that.

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