i'd forgotten about the previous dream. what is it with me dreaming that i get committed to mental hospitals?? i had this dream the night before last night:

i had to be committed to an asylum. the rooms were weird. i was there for extreme depression and some sort of personality disorder. the main guy that took care of me was nicknamed "snoop dogg", but he wasn't actually snoop in the dream. there was another patient there named "snickers", and i'm not sure what exactly was wrong with him other than the fact that he was really, truly crazy.

we had easter in some sort of weird mess hall. i remember a chocolate egg. some of us escaped, or maybe i was let out to see my family for a birthday party. i know that snoop and snickers both loved me. maybe not necessarily in love with me, but they both loved me very much.

snickers showed up to my birthday party saying he was a rock star and started playing some weird songs. one of them was by nine inch nails. he did something else weird, and they took us all back to the asylum.

at some point, i escaped again. i was on some sort of fancy river boat with a bunch of people. some chick was getting married. her two younger sisters were there. they were all blonde and very pretty in a rich girl sort of way. the middle sister hated me, and knew that i had escaped and was trying to make me do something crazy, so the people would find me and take me back. i had this little walnut necklace thing that i'd made inside the asylum, and i had the rope wrapped around my hand a little. i kept hitting the middle sister on the head with it when she wasn't looking. the youngest sister was the only nice one. they handed me a half of a head of lettuce. i didn't know what to do. their father told me to cut it in half, so i did. a large sunflower seed fell out, and they told me i'd won a big prize, and to go grab a bag off of the table. i did. the sisters took it away from me when i got back to the table and opened it, but i grabbed it back. there was some sort of little plastic toy inside. it was a pink box, and i opened it up. there were three plastic male figures inside. one of them looked like johnny depp. there was a note shoved in there, too. it was from snickers.

snickers was in canada and wanted me to meet him at a certain place up there. i dumped a bunch of food or something on the two older sisters, and then i told the youngest one that i thought she was beautiful, both inside and out. i told her that i was afraid she was going to grow up to be ugly like her sisters and that she should try not to let that happen. then i left.

i went to canada and found snickers. he was naked and looked very scruffy. he was very cold. he said that in canada, they didn't make you stay in the asylum. that you could voluntarily commit yourself and then leave whenever you wanted to, no matter how crazy you were. he said you could go there when you really needed to, and then they'd let you out. we went there, and there were chain-link fences. there was a sign on the door with prices, and he said we were the third price. i told him we had no money.

i saw snoop coming down a hallway, and then i woke up.